Frustrating

Ever since David woke up all I wanted to do was spend time with him...and I've had that opportunity every afternoon and evening. But the thing is.....he is not himself. He doesn't smile and he doesn't laugh and doesn't say the things he use to. Somehow it is different....it's just not the same. So I will continue to wait and my heart will continue to ache for David and the day I get to spend time with him!!! I hate cancer and the things that is does to the people we love!!!!